December 2011
40 posts
the only thing that keeps me going, is knowing there will be a little less of me here tomorrow.
you wanted a “fuck you?” well here it is. I’m sorry for being understanding and for finding forgiveness to give to you. I’m sorry that I’m trying to be good.
FUCK YOU. this is want you wanted isn’t it sweetheart?
“It’s dark.
You exhale a fist of memory.
I love you like weathering wood
in a...”
– James L. White, from “Lying in Sadness” in The Salt Ecstasies (via proustitute)
Damien Rice- Woman like a Man
Happy Hollow Days
“I don’t know who you’re kissing now. But I do know who you think about when you...”
– I Wrote This For You: The Leave Behind (via iwtfy-)
h4lim4 asked: I'm sorry about your ex he's an arse I hope you're okay x
You don't get to cry at the grave you placed me...
fuck you.
ninecatsdanceonthemoon:
Definitely sober.
Don’t let anybody tell you otherwise.
Especially not Jack Daniels. He’s a liar.
Urgency
tylerknott:
Maybe, just maybe, true love is urgency. That frantic need to close the gaps between two bodies like all you are will break and bust if you do not. -Tyler Knott Gregson-
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if you think this sickness is all in my mind; all...
you don’t understand it at all.
you don’t understand me at all.
talk to me.
here.
elvedon:
(all) words are weighted; heavier things than silence of the sleepless winter nights
don't fucking fool yourself. i'm gone.
FUCK.
As much as I hate being bipolar, and as much as I...
blogsecret:
and as much as I hate the constant highs and lows, I don’t think I’d be able to cope if I was normal.
you will go (kiss me
down into your memory and
a memory and memory
i) kiss me (will go)
--E.e. Cummings
yousoothemysoul replied to your post: You should...
This is my crying in the rain, desperate, flowers in hand at your doorstep speech. It’s my sappy romance movie scene of despair. And in one week, if I still feel that this isn’t right, he’ll be hearing this. Just like in those movies. This isn’t so much as a monologue as the truth. But yes, perhaps when I find myself in moments like these, I should write these speeches for...
in a week you will be hearing this.
I’m sorry. I know it’s late and you’re tired, but I can’t help thinking we’ve made a huge mistake. I thought I said everything I needed to say to you before you left, but I didn’t. Not at all. So that’s why I’m standing here. I need to tell you all the reasons I think we should stay together, or try this again. I know you think I’m not the...
You are going to leave me tomorrow. How am I here again?
I wish that someone could really understand how...
I wish that you would understand it has nothing to do with you. I wish that you would trust me enough and be patient enough to let me reveal these things slowly, and honestly. I keep secrets only to save you. I keep secrets because no one should have to know these demons I call by name. I am only trying to love you reasonably and without doubt. I am only trying to win the war I’m in with...
I’d rather give you up than drag you through this hell with me.
salamander
midnightgrime:
and if there’s anything that puts you to sweet and slumberous sleep at night
just know that i cry for the day our love died.
and as i search for your face is glossy place mats
reflective coffee pots
and a church window’s stained glass
just know that i gave you everything that i possibly had.
you carry me with you,
heavy and asymmetrical
underneath your soft arm
right over...